just feel better

το άκουσα χθες το βράδυ μόλις μπήκα σπίτι και πριν δω αυτή την τύπισσα στο mad που έπινε μέχρι να πεθάνει και τελικά δεν πέθανε, αλλά ήπιε πολύ πανάθεμά τη, εγώ δεν αντέχω ούτε το μισό...

πάντως αυτό εδώ πιο κάτω το άκουσα πριν τη δω να σωριάζεται στον καναπέ και να κατεβάζει εφτά λίτρα βότκα στην καθισιά της, απορώ πως, τόσο οινόπνευμα, θα μπορούσε τουλάχιστον να δοκιμάσει κάτι σε τζιν ή ίσως αμαρέτο - λεμόνι, ακόμη καλύτερα τεκιλάκια με πολύ αλάτι και ξινίλα.

ναι, αυτό που άκουσα, αν ήταν πολύ καλό για μένα, επί της παρούσης, ξέρω και κάποια άλλη που μπορεί να της κάνει εξίσου καλά, χρωστάω κάτι σε αναλγητικό αν της φόρτωσα λίγο παραπάνω το μυαλό, έχει και δουλειά πριν από τις διακοπές...

μα τι ευαισθησίες μας πιάνουν πότε-πότε εμάς τους ανθρώπους...

xilaren, for you (too), δυστυχώς θα βολευτούμε με το μιλητό, δεν μπόρεσα να το ξεθάψω από πουθενά.

η δεύτερη επιλογή ήταν evanessence, αλλά εκεί έχουν περάσει στο στάδιο που "it's supposed they are allright now", and we' re not there yet:

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If we coming or I'm going
It's not how I planed it
I've got the key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
It goes I never went before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have it seasons
Round and round it goes
And every day's a one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

Long to hold you in my arms
To all things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting nowhere
I think I need a little help this time!

I'm gonna try anything that just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything that just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything that just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better